Wednesday, September 26, 2007

tis is a really late post..at 3.43am...
but i couldn't help it... im at the 10th episode outta 11...but as each episode goes...i cry More and More...
it's really bad...really bad...i feel every inch of my heart aching and the pain oozing out together with the tears...
i dunno why...i can relate the pain..not really in a been there done tat feeling but in a diff way...

it reminded me of my mum fighting cancer when i was 5yrs old...
i can only truly understand her frustrations and pain now....and i realised how naive and innocent i was then...
and never realising this throughout these years...

it reminds me that...there might really be someone out there willing to accept u for who u are.. no matter whether u r ill or abt to die...and also for a loved one...one can actually sacrifice his/her own happiness just so that the other party wont feel upset...

What if one day...u know you are slowly dying...but fortunately, the one u love is still there for u....still loving you..
would u want him to be there for you for he is truly one of your main pillars of support left?
or would you push him away and say goodbye to him..such that to avoid letting him be much more upset seeing you die...?
I dunno what i would choose...i dunno whether i've the courage to actually do the latter... neither do i want someone i love to see me die off like this...wat would you do?

Take up the courage to watch finish this show.. titled--1litre of tears (trust me..the 11episode is worth that much tears)
im have the chinese subtitled on my laptop but i guess most of you out there prefer english subtitles..so here's the link...(a little troublesome...unless u dun mind reading Traditional Chinese Characters..otherwise do catch finish the whole show on youtube..like what some of my friends did...)if not...try to get it on bitTorrent or something..but jus WATCH it pls...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sHUfZCmvHE

Air Turbulence at 4:08 AM

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Friday, September 21, 2007

"you should go too"

Well...i had an interesting day..!! i super enjoyed the night...well...i wasn't out on a date...if that's wat you are thinking....
no no...i did not...Instead, i went for advanced theory test/final theory test(as some call it) yupz...i was glad to pass it...i'm not gonna hype on the fact i passed it cos that would be so over-hyping..but i jus wanna say i was happy i passed it bcos i didnt quite prepare for this test..Next step...go for pract lessons and pass pract test!

Met Biao Ge(yes cousin) and went for "supper" at Clarke Quay's Coffee Club with him and his two frenz...had quite a fun time chatting and joking...felt relaxed and nice..afterall Biao Ge's fren treated *hehe.. Biao Ge was nice as usual...paid for my cab fare back too...I feel really fortunate tonight...jus a general nice feeling... =)

Anyway i had a really interesting conversation Earlier in the day today which almost had me burst out laughing....
Well, I finished my thai class and went to have lunch with my two thai classmates(both of whom are girls cos jerry had a test n rushed off). I remembered to get a copy of the Ridge (a NUS "magazine"/newsletter..whichever u call it) while heading back to join them at Lerk Thai after i went to withdraw money cos i saw my fren having it the other day and i read the Ridge everytime. Anyway this issue was the "Pink Issue"--that is regarding Homosexuality lar...(btw XINWEI! great job on ur article) So i brought the copy of the Ridge up and then before i even started reading, one of the two girls started to read it quite intensively...let's name them H and E respectively.

H upon seeing the picture of two guys kissing(Indignation exhibition tat was cancelled by the govt?): Eeeyer...
Me: Huh...why u eeyer... thailand also alot wat....and u like thailand alot...so must embrace them also ma...
H: hmmm true hor...but then...so weird lar...2guys kissing......
Me: ahah...okok...but should be used to it le lar since u go thailand so often....
E: hah...tell u ah..the other nite i was using WAYN and this guy msg me so we chatted on msn...then he says he dun like Thailand...cos he says got alot of gays there.....then i got quite pissed off...then i asked him what's his religion..
Me: Christian??
E: no...buddhist! but i tot buddhist quite open to these things one...
Me: YAr lar....that guy huh...
E: Yar lor cos there alot of gays doesn't mean u have to hate Thailand wat..and you all noe i like Thailand lor...in the end stopped chatting with him le..
Me: HAHA!! that guy dunno u yet ma hahaha!
H to E: Actually hor have you been to these places in Singapore to see them?
E: huh wat u mean?
H: as in...those gay clubs lor...have you seen the gays in the clubs?
E: no...
H: i went to one before actually with my frenz....hmm was it Dragonfly....? oh...no...the one beside it lar..dunno what name...they actually like have a private Function for it u noe... my group of frenz a few girls and 2guys lar...we actually got the stamp to go in already leh..but then they chase us out...
E: huh why?
H: i think cos they roughly can see we're not gays ba....i dunno..i mean only 2guys with quite a few girls...then they say it's a private function...so we went dragonfly but we sneaked back there after awhile cos the 2guys wanted to see how was it like inside there...but they are straight lar...they were curious like wat will the gays do to them...
Me:wat did they do?
H: wah but really lor the gays inside strip off one of the better looking guy shirts... and then he said he kanna "molested" on the butt a few times...luckily he was prepared and wore a singlet shirt inside lor..
Me: HAHAHA! really meh?? so hiong ah?
H: Yar lar! quite scary leh....
then H suddenly turn to me and then she said: Eh yar hor...actually you should go and Try go this kinda clubs also leh... I think you will be very popular there...
E laughed
Me: Harhar you siao ah..wat makes u think i will be popular..and go there for wat...
H: ok ma..not bad wat..think you sure popular there one...

ME: Diaoz........................

Air Turbulence at 9:51 AM

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

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Just a note to all..
those who knows me well should noe...

DUN FREAKING LIE TO ME IF I F*CKING HELL CARE ABT YOU!

ok..feels better....i really hate pple lying to me abt things...and esp if it makes me concerned abt them... =(

Those who know me will know i don't take it down easily when tat happens....
argh...a long day ahead...............i feel lagging behind in my work... gimme brains............

Air Turbulence at 9:02 AM

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

here it is!

Ok peeepz... the long awaited photos from my Bash and D&D...ok basically PAGEANT event photos...
Well...i still more but hang on while i get them from PEOPLE!! if u have a photo with me send me!!! =)

The guys on the left and the girls on the right =)












Place of HALL BASH: DXO CLUB

Everyone! with POSE! haha..........well...
From left: Charlotte and me(A-Blk), Elvin and Natalie(B-Blk), Emily and Lionel(C-Blk), Lishi and Adrian(E-Blk) and Jiamin and Tingkuang(D-Blk)
Right Below: Pageant ICs--Yiting and Samuel












Charlotte and I cam-whoring while waiting for us to start the Pageant Preview...




















More Cam-Whoring...haha...well it was really boring waiting up there...jus for the event to start...


















Q & A session for BASH...
Charlotte and Me..
Elvin and Nat
Emily and Lionel...











DND PICTURES======PAGEANT PROPER...
(but the pics abit limited..only gotten a few so far..hehe...paiseh..)

Me and Lishi before Make-up...
At the Make-up Shop in Clarke Quay















Elvin and Natalie after
Q&A segment..

















Me and Nat After Q&A
(but outfit's for Intro Catwalk =x
from Domanchi )
















Emily and Me after Q&A segment!


















Lionel, Me and Elvin after Q&A segment..
Act Cool look muahah!















Natalie and Me after getting the Awards!
Mr and Miss Personality =)
















Tingkuang and Me.. After Awards..
Mr Personality and MR KR

















Nat, Lishi and Me...after Awards...
Miss Personality, Miss KR and Mr Personality
















Nat and I after EVERYTHING!haha...

Air Turbulence at 3:54 PM

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

Pageant!

I won something!

haha...as in i didnt go home empty handed from my Hall's Pageant! hahaha

Well...i didnt win MR Kent Ridge Hall...but i won Mr Personality! woohoo...i was super surprised lar...cos i really didnt expect to win anything at all..even though i really wanted to win something ahah!! =x and yeA!!! i won something....congrats to Tingkuang and Lishi for getting Mr & Miss KR
not forgetting Emily and Lionel for winning Mr and Miss Popular...Nat also...for winning Miss Personality... so happy for the rest....and for those who didnt win...i wished they had some other prizes for them...but well....a contest have to have winners and losers....

Sorry charlotte for cocking up our song.........really sorry....guess i put u in a bad light... =(
but u were a great partner despite all the busy times and cock-ups u had previously! hehe.. =x

Thanks for all the frenz that has been supporting me in this pageant.....and the well wishes....not forgettting... ANDY who was there representing Temasek Hall... i can't believe it when i saw him lar! Andy's my good good fren since secondary school from scouts....and well....was really happy to have another good fren to share my joy! =)

Would post the pictures up as soon as i get them...from the rest ...haha

Air Turbulence at 5:15 AM

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

Philips photoshoot

Air Turbulence at 10:41 PM

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