Wednesday, September 26, 2007
tis is a really late post..at 3.43am...
but i couldn't help it... im at the 10th episode outta 11...but as each episode goes...i cry More and More...
it's really bad...really bad...i feel every inch of my heart aching and the pain oozing out together with the tears...
i dunno why...i can relate the pain..not really in a been there done tat feeling but in a diff way...
it reminded me of my mum fighting cancer when i was 5yrs old...
i can only truly understand her frustrations and pain now....and i realised how naive and innocent i was then...
and never realising this throughout these years...
it reminds me that...there might really be someone out there willing to accept u for who u are.. no matter whether u r ill or abt to die...and also for a loved one...one can actually sacrifice his/her own happiness just so that the other party wont feel upset...
What if one day...u know you are slowly dying...but fortunately, the one u love is still there for u....still loving you..
would u want him to be there for you for he is truly one of your main pillars of support left?
or would you push him away and say goodbye to him..such that to avoid letting him be much more upset seeing you die...?
I dunno what i would choose...i dunno whether i've the courage to actually do the latter... neither do i want someone i love to see me die off like this...wat would you do?
Take up the courage to watch finish this show.. titled--1litre of tears (trust me..the 11episode is worth that much tears)
im have the chinese subtitled on my laptop but i guess most of you out there prefer english subtitles..so here's the link...(a little troublesome...unless u dun mind reading Traditional Chinese Characters..otherwise do catch finish the whole show on youtube..like what some of my friends did...)if not...try to get it on bitTorrent or something..but jus WATCH it pls...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4sHUfZCmvHEAir Turbulence at 4:08 AM