Tuesday, October 24, 2006
heLp?sImpLy heLpLess..
do u find yourself very helpful to your friends?as in...they will find you when they need help or questions they will ask you...
how abt turn this around...when you find your friend in need of help...but u can't be of help or they simply dun turn to u for help...wat would u do?? would u feel helpless like me?
ur fren msg u and tell you he's feeling depressed.
You ask what happened and what's wrong..
but end up he don't reply...worse...he goes offline...
so u sms him....and then same result of no replying...
After some time, he appeared online again...
and he tells you he should have gone to a pub/club cos he feels like smoking..
you really wanna accompany him so that he will feel better...but he stays too far...
so u could only just offer ur ears to listen to him...
and he tells u he bought cigarettes and liquor...(isn't it sillY?)
u ask him not to smoke..not today not tomolo....
he tells u he's gonna smoke on fri,sat and sun...
and he disappears again..offline
Like i said i hate pple smoking...especially frenz..and at the pt of time tat he said abt the smoking part...i felt a twitch in my heart...i felt really pain...and i teared...for wat i dun understand...i jus felt hopeless and useless and worthless as a fren...its scary...
to see a fren this upset and yet cant do anything to make him feel better...nor be able to be by his side...what would u have done....i jus said alot of things to him...i noe he wont listen to it..i think i sounded like a pastor..talking Big Dao Li..and i dun even noe whether he appreciates it...but i jus wish he would stop the "self torture"..perhaps TALK him outta it...wat would u have done if u were in my shoes?Thank you for smoking..it will make me tear..and its not the haze..Air Turbulence at 12:25 AM