Tuesday, February 14, 2006
eVery0ne LeaVing......mayb i should..too?
suddenly realised alot of pple been leaving singapore....my frenz...and i feel kinda...sad..?i dunno...Charmaine's left for New Zealand for some exchange programme,ein chia's leaving for korea for exchange too,From Camp Benny went to Australia for Studies and soon Alvin Hong too joining Benny...Chia Tang and Angel also in Aust..Kenny might be going overseas too if he cant get a place in uni this yr...and mayb jason too....So many pple left and leaving....kinda sad....i hate to send pple off...it jus seems like they get further and further away from ur heart....Perhaps Absence do make the Heart grow Fonder...but its not the case of in love...its different.. I jus tot....hey i dun actually meet up with everyone when they are around so when they leave Singapore won't we actually become more and more distant and eventually...lose these frenz...?Im Afraid..yes...call me a coward...but i hate losing Frenz...i dun have much to begin with....OKok...all those protesting with the white boards out there...fine i have lotsa lotsa frenz....but mostly acquaintances....how many actually get to share my woes or even let me consider they are close to me..?not many....tats why im afraid...And it really angers me when some1 is leaving u dun even get to see him/her...isit so hard?and it isn't like u didnt ask....but he/she jus doesnt seem to have the time for u....its jus sad...cos u prob jus wish to catch up for tat last moment before u eventually will get to meet up again and yet....u cant...i jus wish i dun need to be all emotional with these pple...but they are who u consider frenz.....mayb they aren't ?Then i would think....would anyone be as affected when i leave?would anyone bother to meet me up jus before i leave?would my absence be felt cos i leave?sometimes i jus wish i could noe such things....i even tot of things like...hmmm who would actually come to hospital to see me if i ended up in the hospital....would anyone bother abt Aeron? Going into uni....starting a new life again...something i looking forward...yet at the same time fearing to see some familiar faces again...pple u really hate to work or be with...some hypocrites...who went...OHHh...u also in NUS?FASS also??really? STUDYing??(while actually deep down thinking oh darn..another competitor...)how i noe? cos they've been tat way since i knew them...these are the pple i think tat should leave....i wish i could switch the places...switch their places to overseas...i wish...A Line from DreamFM's song: Should i Stay or Should i Go...? Air Turbulence at 10:44 AM